Why Can't I Be Tarkovskij? The answer is in a dream

On the wall of his room Bahadir has a portrait of Andrej Tarkovskij and a quotation: "Anyone who has ever betrayed their own principles cannot have a pure relationship with life". It's the motto that torments the protagonist of Why Can't I Be Tarkovskij?, in competition at the Bergamo Film Meeting, and probably the director himself, Murat Düzgünoğlu.